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Five months without Lola. Today is the fifth month since she left me
Today was one of the days I was sadder and thought about her more than on other days. Today I was nearly desperate, it seemed to me like it had happened yesterday. Everything was so vivid and clear in my mind, all the good days, but mainly the last few days of her troubled life.
By a pure coincidence in the afternoon I had to discuss with a vet that I never met before (my life is full of vet visits, my phone book has more vets than friends and relatives) and the conversation turned to Lola for some minutes, the vet was truly amazed by the short story I told him, he tried to comfort me with words of pride for having such a strong cat.
It seems that she's still very present in my life, she's still with me.
Last night, while I was falling asleep in the bed I had the clear feeling that I was touching her coat and thet she was looking at me with her usual sweet and loving eyes.
I hope to live more days like today, I hope to live the rest of my life like today!
Today was one of the days I was sadder and thought about her more than on other days. Today I was nearly desperate, it seemed to me like it had happened yesterday. Everything was so vivid and clear in my mind, all the good days, but mainly the last few days of her troubled life.
By a pure coincidence in the afternoon I had to discuss with a vet that I never met before (my life is full of vet visits, my phone book has more vets than friends and relatives) and the conversation turned to Lola for some minutes, the vet was truly amazed by the short story I told him, he tried to comfort me with words of pride for having such a strong cat.
It seems that she's still very present in my life, she's still with me.
Last night, while I was falling asleep in the bed I had the clear feeling that I was touching her coat and thet she was looking at me with her usual sweet and loving eyes.
I hope to live more days like today, I hope to live the rest of my life like today!