@MariaBayote *PRAYERS* from the heart for you to get help for your health and return to feeling better. We will all be here. My thoughts and Prayers will be for you.
Jcatbird Apologize? WHY? No! You have endured several levels of trauma, shock and grief. You need the time. And how well I empathize about the sleepless nights.
I have painful memories of five years ago, at the end of June, when my beloved Rani queen was ill and ascending. That last night, I lay on the floor beside her, talking to her, stroking her and praying for her. Finally I got up and went to bed because I knew I would be useless the next day if I didn't and work waits for no one and nothing. After a sleepless night, I saw that she had passed and then I had to prepare a resting place for her. It was one of the hardest nights/days of my life. There was a full moon on that night. I have special songs for many of my loved ones, and hers will always be "Song to the Moon" by Dvorak.
I know no one has to tell you to stay busy, but it's good therapy for times like these, and you can't not stay busy, anyway. My Prayers and my thoughts are for you all. We will all be here, and you are in our thoughts.
Jcatbird Apologize? WHY? No! You have endured several levels of trauma, shock and grief. You need the time. And how well I empathize about the sleepless nights.
I have painful memories of five years ago, at the end of June, when my beloved Rani queen was ill and ascending. That last night, I lay on the floor beside her, talking to her, stroking her and praying for her. Finally I got up and went to bed because I knew I would be useless the next day if I didn't and work waits for no one and nothing. After a sleepless night, I saw that she had passed and then I had to prepare a resting place for her. It was one of the hardest nights/days of my life. There was a full moon on that night. I have special songs for many of my loved ones, and hers will always be "Song to the Moon" by Dvorak.
I know no one has to tell you to stay busy, but it's good therapy for times like these, and you can't not stay busy, anyway. My Prayers and my thoughts are for you all. We will all be here, and you are in our thoughts.