Oh, Antonio65 My heart has been broken again.. I have been in tears all day...Dear Friends,
Your messages overwhelm me, you are all so kind and dear and generous.
Right now I'm trying to keep myself together, the pain is huge, the sense of void in the house is immense.
I dread the moment when I have to remove all her things and put them away. She had so many items in the house...
I'm still trying to understand if this is a bad dream. My life will be different, I have no one to take care of. After 18 years with cats in my house, now I have to reschedule my days, and I think I will have too much spare time. Many habits I developed during these past years will stay with me, like being careful when opening the doors, not to let any cats run out. Or closing all room doors where there were dangerous objects for them. Or making sure that no small items were left around that they might swallow. And so on.
As soon as I have some strength, I will write a tribute in the Rainbow Bridge section.
Meanwhile, you all, know that I love you for being like you are. Do not change, you are perfect!
Thanks!
I do not know what to say.. only that all of us here, on TCS, are here for you..
xoxoxoxoxox