Katie M , quite the contrary, I am always delighted when I see you on the site! You are among friends here, good times and bad. I think you have something about the movies. I am diagnosed with depression and I've always been amazed at the relief of watching a movie can be. My favorite is Arsenic and Old Lace, it is just so pleasant that my mind just melts with it. Will you have a follow-up visit with the doctor? I just wanted to let you know you are among very caring and supportive members who also struggle along the way at various times, well, I'm trying to say, I really value you being on this site.I'm thankful you guys put up with me. I feel like I've been worsening in the last week or so. This feels endless.