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I just feel such a mix of emotions about it all - relief that he didn't die in the hospital overnight without us there for comfort, guilt that I didn't get tests done sooner (although tbh even if I had tests done 6 months ago with no outward signs, it would probably have just told us he was going to die and couldn't treat him), guilt that I had one of my best friends killed - even though I know he was suffering and wouldn't be able to recover no matter what we did, that thought is still in my head.
Sorry, I felt a bit numb up til now but the floodgates have opened, please just bear with me while I grieve.
Sorry, I felt a bit numb up til now but the floodgates have opened, please just bear with me while I grieve.
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