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Hi @catconcern What a sad little post, yet I unite with you in it.
I have not seen the movie nor will I see the movie but these major feasts and events such as Easter, Christmas are going to be hard. Things will remind us of our lost little friends.
Last night I heard my poor Kitty meowing, I swear it was real but it wasn't. I was half asleep or dreaming who knows, but I heard her and as time goes on I still notice that little noises at my bedroom door remind me of her little paws tapping to get in, or her nails clicking as she walked.
In the mornings I realize I have more time since I do not have to clean the litter box and I do not have to feed her and make her food for the day for my mom to put out.
I should be getting a call for ashes today, I dread that.
I do not cry as much, but that ache is still there inside, like all over. When I go in the basement the area where her litter box was so prominent, with her box, the litter, the scoopers, cleaners, all these things. Now it is completely bare! I don't look but when I do that ache pushes and hurts A LOT. Her empty spot in my room, where she spent 99% of her time, kills me too.
On a side note, to share, I do not tell many people about her passing because they do not understand. And so anyways I told one person very shortly that she passed and the response I got was "why dont you just get a new one, same colour"...it did not anger me it made me realize EVEN MORE how much my beautiful Kitty was not just a pet for 20 years, but all those things we say they are, a friend, family, our heart and soul, a LARGE part of why we exist. When people say that I actually am happy because my love for Kitty grows and I take comfort in knowing that thank GOD she wasn't just a "pet"...she was sent by God for me and I for her for 20 years of love and joy and so much more I can never be thankful enough.
Wishing you and everyone peace during this Easter season. May we love even more and grow stronger in our loss and love.
I have not seen the movie nor will I see the movie but these major feasts and events such as Easter, Christmas are going to be hard. Things will remind us of our lost little friends.
Last night I heard my poor Kitty meowing, I swear it was real but it wasn't. I was half asleep or dreaming who knows, but I heard her and as time goes on I still notice that little noises at my bedroom door remind me of her little paws tapping to get in, or her nails clicking as she walked.
In the mornings I realize I have more time since I do not have to clean the litter box and I do not have to feed her and make her food for the day for my mom to put out.
I should be getting a call for ashes today, I dread that.
I do not cry as much, but that ache is still there inside, like all over. When I go in the basement the area where her litter box was so prominent, with her box, the litter, the scoopers, cleaners, all these things. Now it is completely bare! I don't look but when I do that ache pushes and hurts A LOT. Her empty spot in my room, where she spent 99% of her time, kills me too.
On a side note, to share, I do not tell many people about her passing because they do not understand. And so anyways I told one person very shortly that she passed and the response I got was "why dont you just get a new one, same colour"...it did not anger me it made me realize EVEN MORE how much my beautiful Kitty was not just a pet for 20 years, but all those things we say they are, a friend, family, our heart and soul, a LARGE part of why we exist. When people say that I actually am happy because my love for Kitty grows and I take comfort in knowing that thank GOD she wasn't just a "pet"...she was sent by God for me and I for her for 20 years of love and joy and so much more I can never be thankful enough.
Wishing you and everyone peace during this Easter season. May we love even more and grow stronger in our loss and love.
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