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Maybe I am just ticked off that she wasn't seeing me in the last moments but the young girl who injected her. It was instantaneous. They never explained to me about the procedure and didn't even consider the sedative and I am glad I asked. All I know is I did the best I could and there was not to be. I just have to figure out where to put the pain other than in my heart. I didn't get to stare in her eyes as she took her last breathe. She was scared and trying to get away. I tried to make it as calm for her as possible. I couldn't do it at home. I didn't want flashbacks of her dying at home. I had one die at home of natural causes and that messed with my head in ways I never imagined. Took me years to forgive myself.
I just ate some hot pockets ham n cheese because I was too lazy to go to the grocery store last night so I bought them at cvs when Jon got his meds. I know I have to do some shopping soon. all I have is tons of babyfood and cat food. no human food that Jon will eat. he is picky. I told him today to get some more tuna for Pumpkin face. I need it to get the miralax into her otherwise forget it. she hates being syringe fed anything. Honeybee eats anything on my finger. My sweety. I love that cat so much that I hope she sticks around for many years. Shes almost 5 years old. and pumps is 13. So I only hope pumps makes it to a ripe old age of 17 as well.
I just ate some hot pockets ham n cheese because I was too lazy to go to the grocery store last night so I bought them at cvs when Jon got his meds. I know I have to do some shopping soon. all I have is tons of babyfood and cat food. no human food that Jon will eat. he is picky. I told him today to get some more tuna for Pumpkin face. I need it to get the miralax into her otherwise forget it. she hates being syringe fed anything. Honeybee eats anything on my finger. My sweety. I love that cat so much that I hope she sticks around for many years. Shes almost 5 years old. and pumps is 13. So I only hope pumps makes it to a ripe old age of 17 as well.