My positive for today was astonishing. One of "my" hummingbirds came right up to the sprayer on the hose and stayed right there by my hand just as if she could not see me. So so close, like 4 inches close. My recently deceased Father always used to love hummingbirds so much he had about 10 feeders by his windows. I like to think it was him talking to me today and telling me "honey, it'll be alright".