The problem is me. I'm afraid of her dying. Sometimes when she's asleep I purposely wake her up just to make sure that she's alive. I know that's silly and paranoid but I can't help it. She's 10! That's old for a cat. When I first started nannying for Haley she was only 10 months old and sometimes I'd wake her up too because I was afraid of crib death. Now that she's older I don't do that anymore, but with Angel it's differeent...Angel is just going to keep getting closer and closer to Rainbow Bridge.
This is almost starting become a bad habit with me, and my fiance is worried. Sometimes I literally feel like I "have to" wake Angel up, just like I "have to" twist in my hair. I can't stop myself!
I WANT ANGEL TO BE WITH ME FOREVER! Someone please reassure me!