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I’ve had a lifetime of medical issies that have, for long intervals of time, been debilitating. I was at the top of my high school class and was in the National Honor Society but I missed a LOT of school due to illness. I was not prepares for college, in part because I spent a lot of time being schooled at home.
That was a long time ago. NOTHING in my life has gone well. I have missed out on every experience and rite if passage in life, again, due in part to medical problems.
I thought that if I did something positive and completed my degree, maybe things would befin to change. Instead, I’m in a worse position now than i would have been had I done nothing at all. Now, I’ll be paying school loans until I die but I can’t continue because mesical issues dictate that I have to stay close to home. I’ve looked into online Masters but they’re either not what I need or I can’t get in because of lack of work experience, which I’ll mever have because, you guessed it, medical problems. Even if I get a Master’s, if I can’t somehow transform that into a full time work at home income, I’m screwed. My entire life has been dominated and sictated by medical and finamcial problems and a lack of friends and conmections to help me.
I have had a business plan and a web app that I paued to have developed. It cost a lotnof money that my parents struggled to give me hut nobody will work with me. I really can’t move forward without at least one partner. I’m not even asking for money amd nobody will help me. I’m not a bad person. I’m semi-intelligent yet there is not a being in the universe who will help me.
I’m going to end up homeless. I have literally tried everyhting I possibly could and there are just no andwers in life for me. I even tried joining MENSA because I thought maybe I’d find somebody proficient in coding to be a CTO. I’m grasping at every possible straw. Well meaning as they may be, pleaee don’t reply with any trite words of encouragement or positve affirmation because they simply don’t apply. Things may get better for some people but for me they just continue to deteriorate.
That was a long time ago. NOTHING in my life has gone well. I have missed out on every experience and rite if passage in life, again, due in part to medical problems.
I thought that if I did something positive and completed my degree, maybe things would befin to change. Instead, I’m in a worse position now than i would have been had I done nothing at all. Now, I’ll be paying school loans until I die but I can’t continue because mesical issues dictate that I have to stay close to home. I’ve looked into online Masters but they’re either not what I need or I can’t get in because of lack of work experience, which I’ll mever have because, you guessed it, medical problems. Even if I get a Master’s, if I can’t somehow transform that into a full time work at home income, I’m screwed. My entire life has been dominated and sictated by medical and finamcial problems and a lack of friends and conmections to help me.
I have had a business plan and a web app that I paued to have developed. It cost a lotnof money that my parents struggled to give me hut nobody will work with me. I really can’t move forward without at least one partner. I’m not even asking for money amd nobody will help me. I’m not a bad person. I’m semi-intelligent yet there is not a being in the universe who will help me.
I’m going to end up homeless. I have literally tried everyhting I possibly could and there are just no andwers in life for me. I even tried joining MENSA because I thought maybe I’d find somebody proficient in coding to be a CTO. I’m grasping at every possible straw. Well meaning as they may be, pleaee don’t reply with any trite words of encouragement or positve affirmation because they simply don’t apply. Things may get better for some people but for me they just continue to deteriorate.