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Today tho was a horrid day of tears. I don't know but it seems I'm locked into this and really it seems more 'right' than 'wrong'. Sure everyone wants to 'get past or feel better eventually' but for some reason allowing myself this time to grieve makes me realize how
close a relationship I developed and one that maybe, his life's end, signaled an upcoming similarity for me. Could he have been the 'precursor or omen' for my own upcoming destiny and so as to join him, sooner than later, in Heaven where I believe he is still communicating with me from?
I know it sounds ludicrous but I'm very serious that this may be THE calling card to my existence, and if so, a tribute that I alone was privileged enough to have slightly outlasted him on earth doing palliative work, but unknowingly too, also preparing 'my future' destiny or place with him? This idea is strengthening more and more by day to be a reality rather than a delusion.
close a relationship I developed and one that maybe, his life's end, signaled an upcoming similarity for me. Could he have been the 'precursor or omen' for my own upcoming destiny and so as to join him, sooner than later, in Heaven where I believe he is still communicating with me from?
I know it sounds ludicrous but I'm very serious that this may be THE calling card to my existence, and if so, a tribute that I alone was privileged enough to have slightly outlasted him on earth doing palliative work, but unknowingly too, also preparing 'my future' destiny or place with him? This idea is strengthening more and more by day to be a reality rather than a delusion.