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My husband and I were out on our boat. Left Thursday. Said goodbye to Claudius & Tiberius. Thought I'd see them in a few days. My sitter called on Sunday to say he had found Tiberius under the dining room table. Such a shock. Vet is doing a post mortem today but has warned me she might not find the reason. He did have a mildly enlarged heart so I suspect something cardiovascular. But not only am I grieving the lost of my sweet, smart, gentle, affectionate, one in a million soulmate, the fact that I wasn't there is tearing me apart. I hate to think of him being alone and scared and suffering and wondering where his momma was. I wish someone could assure me he died quickly and painlessly. I wish I could have held him at the end and stroked his soft fur and told him how much I loved him. If I could only know how he died it would help me come to terms with me. Not knowing is horrible. I miss him so much and the future now looks completely bleak and desolate.