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I have reached out to my god mother, with hopes that she might find it in her heart to loan me the money but I am not too sure she will. She is the only one I know that might do it, but chances are 50/50. Lucifer is getting worse as the night goes on, I will be calling the vet in the morning and seeing if they will take him regardless of what I can pay. He is crying out in pain more. I have begun to wonder if I am causing him more harm than good, and please do not bash me for this, but I have begun to look up when it might be time to euthanize... I do not want to WHAT SO EVER. But he can't eat, he is vomiting, diarrhea, sleeping all day, meowing in pain, his quality of life has just drastically decreased in the past two days I am not sure whether he will get better or not. I pray my god mother will loan me the money or the vet will see him regardless tomorrow as putting him down, even the thought of it, makes me feel like a monster. He just seems to be suffering more and more by the hour... I am in tears writing this, he is hurting and I'm doing all I can to prevent it. Am I wrong for thinking about euthanizing? I feel absolutely guilty... I love him. I hate to see him hurting.