Mamanyt1953
So glad you're feeling better. I hate the tummy stuff.
I'm so sorry. I wish there were words I could say that will comfort you but no matter how they are arranged in a sentence, I don't think I could ever considering how terrible this situation has been for you and your family.I'm not handling this well. I've lost people before. People I was close to. Family. But never a child. It's not right. It's not the way the world goes. It feels like everything should stop with him. I see happy posts on Facebook. Happy people walk by my window. I just want to scream at them because no one should be happy right now because Shane is gone. But that's ridiculous and unreasonable. I can't expect the world to stop spinning, even though it feels like it should.
Even when we got that awful news the other day, I don't think I really believed that we would or could lose him. It makes no sense. This is wrong and the world is wrong and nothing is ok.