Just thought I would let you know that even when you are not aware of it sometimes someone is thinking about you and hoping all is well.
Neighborhood teenagers....pizza and soda....that should buy you reliable help. Just ask your neighbors to spread the word whenever you anticipate needing help soon.Thank you Jcatbird I always had my dad or a boyfriend to do that stuff now just me !!!
You are making your way back from a hard place. Don’t backtrack! Answering is just giving them a way to get back under your skin. Nothing good can come of it either way. I have come very near to walking in your shoes many ways. I am alone. I am much older than you now but I was once in situations that reflect what I have been reading here. It may be hard to resist having a connection with another human in the way you must have felt connected to him. I was married once. When it ended I was alone with a quadriplegic baby. ( other babies had been lost) Her Dad had turned to booze and anger. To keep our daughter safe I slipped out after he passed out one night. I had only my child, a diaper bag and a cat. I was responsible for everything from then on. I started a life for my daughter and cat. Over the years the struggle to provide was hard and lonely. I had almost no opportunities to meet people. The couple of times I did it became serious but failed. Each time the man tried to start something up again. Sometimes with just a call, sometimes a plea for help and sometimes by “ dropping by to check on us.” It was always the same ending. They wanted something from me that was not good. I can’t say I have given up on finding someone to share my life with even now. I can say that I know not to let history repeat itself. I am even more alone now. My daughter and my reason for living died at 29. Her Dad killed himself five months before she died. I continue on. I have built a life and a home. I built a business from nothing. I have had gains and losses. I discovered one VERY important thing. No matter what else is going on in my life , I am responsible for producing my own happiness. That’s not to say I don’t have my down times but I make a point to stop and look around. You have a new start. You have a life and your wonderful cat friend. Look outside at the amazing beauty all around you. The sky, stars, sunrise or set. How wonderful is a deep breath during the coming of a fresh rain? Life is grand! Don’t turn back. Go forward to something fresh and new. The world is always a new adventure for each of us. Old friends may go but new ones will come. New ones are here right now supporting you and praising your new world. Excitement in life awaits you. Grab it and take that wonderful ride forward. I am still around to tell you that more good things are coming. If you ever feel alone again, just let me know. I will keep you from being alone. People really do care about you. Good people! They are right here. I am very glad you posted that original message. It showed you have great courage. You are strong but you are not ever alone. Not as long as you tell someone.
You have lots of friends hereI didn't read all the posts, but just wanted to say to hang in there! I pretty much quit my job because I'm so lonely living where I am. I'm only 25. All my friends are getting married and having kids. I'm stuck in this town in the middle of nowhere, there is no one my own age, I have no friends here. I spend 6-7 hours a day on the phone with my family because I am so lonely wishing I was somewhere else. I hate my job and I hate living here. No-one likes me here because they don't like "outsiders." If you weren't born here, they don't accept you. That's why I live alone with three pets. They help fill a void in my life. I'm so lonely, all I have is my dog and cats. At least until I can move closer to my family.
I can't stand being lonely, but I'm bored and lonely all the time. So you're not the only one who feels alone is all I'm trying to say basically. PM me any time! We can do this! I believe everything happens for a reason and there is always a bigger plan even when I don't understand what it is.
I can relate, I've never been 'one of the crowd', not yet figured out if I am a maverick or a misfit, but it really doesn't matter. I like not being one of the so-called 'normal people'. Practice being comfortable in your own skin. Cultivate the company of other animal lovers and of course the company of animals. Don't try too hard to impress people. Remember you have lots of friends here so visit often.I basically have nobody but my parents...for now, at least. I don’t see things changing for me. It definitely feels like I’m the only one in this position. The prospect of being COMPLETELY alone, haunts me. You can’t drag people in off the street. I think i’s a little bit different for me, though. I’m just one of those outsiders, who doesn’t fit in anywhere. Is it my appearance, my personality, lack of social skills? The point is I’m alone too.
I can relate, too. I literally have no one except for my 3 cats. The only family that I had who ever cared about me were my mom and my grandma, both of whom passed away over the course of the past decade. My cats are the only reason that I keep on going, I love them too much to abandon them. I may be shy, quiet, socially awkward, "weird" or whatever else, but my cats don't mind, they love me anyways. It is scary to be alone in the world, but I think my greatest fear is something happening to my cats. I just could not bear to lose them.I basically have nobody but my parents...for now, at least. I don’t see things changing for me. It definitely feels like I’m the only one in this position. The prospect of being COMPLETELY alone, haunts me. You can’t drag people in off the street. I think i’s a little bit different for me, though. I’m just one of those outsiders, who doesn’t fit in anywhere. Is it my appearance, my personality, lack of social skills? The point is I’m alone too.