Hey everyone... I havent been around in a few days... Dunno why... just havent come online much... I'm really stressing this whole 'unemployed' thing... I have an interview today and I'm getting kinda nervous... I really need to be working and I'm just scared that this is gonna be like every other interview I've been on... wish me luck... or some other kind of encouragement.... I'm sorry... I dont know what I need or want right now... I guess Im just really lost... have you ever felt like that... as tho you're not really living your life.. you're just watching it go by.... that's how I feel right now...