Lionheart, I agree with what tarasgirl said. I believe they do watch over us and though pain is deep, they try to comfort is by memories and sometimes reaching out. My Meela has been gone a month, also. I have had 3 instances (that I know of) that I felt her jump up on our bed and walk behind my pillows where she used to sleep. I know it was her because there were no other cats in my room with me.
I try to take comfort in that, even though I still find myself melting into puddles every so often. I know she loved me so much and I want to, I need to believe she is trying to help me and is with from time to time.
I hope that doesn't sound crazy. Hugs to you.
I try to take comfort in that, even though I still find myself melting into puddles every so often. I know she loved me so much and I want to, I need to believe she is trying to help me and is with from time to time.
I hope that doesn't sound crazy. Hugs to you.