Hello everyone:
I've had the worst night ever, my dear Baddy died of Leukemia yesterday, well, we had to put him to sleep because he was in agony. My cat Princess also had leukemia and had to be put to sleep months ago, and when Baddy tested positive I promised myself that I wouldn't let him suffer like princess suffered, she suffered for a whole week before we made the decision.
With Baddy, he started feeling sick on Monday, he never lost weight, but in the next couple of days things got to a point that he couldn't get up or eat, of course I took him to the vet, but instead of helping him so he could stop suffering the vet wanted to keep him two days so he could give him and IV and try other meds, I agreed, but something inside me was telling me it wasn't the right thing to do and I was right. I went to see him yesterday and he was in agony, I couldn't bear to see him suffer and I stared crying like crazy. His liver was enlarged, he was vomiting, he was anemic. I wish I could have been with him that night, his last night, OMG I loved him so much...
I was able to say good bye and I spent some time with him and I kissed him goodbye. I'm heartbroken. I feel guilty, I know it is not my fault, but I can't help feeling guilty because i didn't want him to suffer, and he did suffer. Thank God he is not suffering anymore. That is the only thing that comforts me.
he was my angel kitty, the most loving, sweet, cuddly, the best cat ever!
Thank you all for listening....
Tamar
I've had the worst night ever, my dear Baddy died of Leukemia yesterday, well, we had to put him to sleep because he was in agony. My cat Princess also had leukemia and had to be put to sleep months ago, and when Baddy tested positive I promised myself that I wouldn't let him suffer like princess suffered, she suffered for a whole week before we made the decision.
With Baddy, he started feeling sick on Monday, he never lost weight, but in the next couple of days things got to a point that he couldn't get up or eat, of course I took him to the vet, but instead of helping him so he could stop suffering the vet wanted to keep him two days so he could give him and IV and try other meds, I agreed, but something inside me was telling me it wasn't the right thing to do and I was right. I went to see him yesterday and he was in agony, I couldn't bear to see him suffer and I stared crying like crazy. His liver was enlarged, he was vomiting, he was anemic. I wish I could have been with him that night, his last night, OMG I loved him so much...
I was able to say good bye and I spent some time with him and I kissed him goodbye. I'm heartbroken. I feel guilty, I know it is not my fault, but I can't help feeling guilty because i didn't want him to suffer, and he did suffer. Thank God he is not suffering anymore. That is the only thing that comforts me.
he was my angel kitty, the most loving, sweet, cuddly, the best cat ever!
Thank you all for listening....
Tamar