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I posted earlier this year about my cat, Tosie and her sudden anemia with no known cause.
Well, she responded well to steroid therapy for 6 months until her hematocrit suddenly tanked again. We all assumed the cause was tapering off her steroids too quickly. It wasn’t.
Her internal medicine specialist reached out to us today to let us know that she likely has cancer. They found some abnormally shaped white blood cells which pointed toward either feline leukemia (which was ruled out) or lymphoma.
All her tests before this were normal, aside from her hematocrit and a brief, slightly lowered platelet count. She’s had at least 5 ultrasounds this year, all normal. The most recent ultrasound was only a month ago and showed no tumors or abnormalities. I just can’t believe this is happening.
My wife and I are devastated. Tosie isn’t even four years old. She is FeLV and FIV negative. I know that one type of lymphoma, small cell GI lymphoma, is very treatable with a fairly good prognosis. But all the other types are a death sentence.
I don’t know why I came here other than in the hopes of finding anyone who might understand. My family and friends don’t get it. They don’t understand why I can’t stop crying, or why it isn’t so easy for me to just put her to sleep.
I always joked that she’s my daughter when people asked if I had kids but I realize now that I truly do mean it. She has a piece of my heart in hers and if she passes, I’ll be left with that hole in my chest for the rest of my life.
I’m sorry to anyone who was following Tosie’s progress and may see this. I wish more than anything I had a better update. Please hold all your fur babies tight and give them a kiss from me.
Well, she responded well to steroid therapy for 6 months until her hematocrit suddenly tanked again. We all assumed the cause was tapering off her steroids too quickly. It wasn’t.
Her internal medicine specialist reached out to us today to let us know that she likely has cancer. They found some abnormally shaped white blood cells which pointed toward either feline leukemia (which was ruled out) or lymphoma.
All her tests before this were normal, aside from her hematocrit and a brief, slightly lowered platelet count. She’s had at least 5 ultrasounds this year, all normal. The most recent ultrasound was only a month ago and showed no tumors or abnormalities. I just can’t believe this is happening.
My wife and I are devastated. Tosie isn’t even four years old. She is FeLV and FIV negative. I know that one type of lymphoma, small cell GI lymphoma, is very treatable with a fairly good prognosis. But all the other types are a death sentence.
I don’t know why I came here other than in the hopes of finding anyone who might understand. My family and friends don’t get it. They don’t understand why I can’t stop crying, or why it isn’t so easy for me to just put her to sleep.
I always joked that she’s my daughter when people asked if I had kids but I realize now that I truly do mean it. She has a piece of my heart in hers and if she passes, I’ll be left with that hole in my chest for the rest of my life.
I’m sorry to anyone who was following Tosie’s progress and may see this. I wish more than anything I had a better update. Please hold all your fur babies tight and give them a kiss from me.