Oh, I'm just so sorry for the pain you must feel for your precious Kougra to have been taken from you so suddenly. He knows how much you love him, and now he is watching over you ot the Rainbow Bridge.
He died a week ago... i cried *ALOT* for a few days. Im still sortof sad about it. we thought he was going to live and he was at the hospital in critical condition and had wires hooked up to him and everything, and was in one of those cubicle things that babies were born in. It was very heart braking.
You have my utmost compassion!! I am so sorry for this tragic loss. Please know that there are tons of loving people here that will listen when you want to talk, offer words of encouragement, and be here for you when you need somebody who truly understands the bonds a cat and their human make. I know it hurts like nothing else you've ever experienced, but hang in there. We are here for you!
Don't feel bad about the tears...I had to put my little guy down one week ago today, and I have cried every day since! It has tapered down, but I still shed tears over the loss.
Kougra was so beautiful and so young. I am sorry for your heartbreak. Let the tears flow. He will be watching over you from the bridge. He is playing now, try to take comfort from that.