I don't know if this belongs in the Crossing the Bridge section, but I thought maybe other feral caretakers would weigh in on this.
I got to work this morning to discover one of my ferals had been hit by a car during the night. One of my coworkers informed me that there was a cat on the side of the road in front of our building, and it turned out to be my favorite of my group. I don't think he suffered. From his positioning, it looked like he stuck his head out and got clipped.
He was a young tabby male, less than a year old, one of two kittens born next to my office last year. I haven't seen his sister in months, but he stayed. I called him Alfalfa, affectionately Nugget because of his stump of a tail. He was the friendliest of the colony, waiting for me to get to work each morning, showing me to his food bowl, even letting me stroke his head a couple times. He was even vocal with me, at first trying to meow with no sound and then finally meowing when he saw me.
I had been hoping to trap and find him a new home once it thawed around here but it wasn't to me. A coworker of mine helped me and picked him up into a bag, but he put him in the dumpster. I took him home with me instead and buried him in my backyard, under some stones.
I feel crazy and lost, to take a dead animal home with me, to cry over an animal who wasn't technically mine.
How do you all deal with losing one of your colony? I know it comes with the territory, but this is the first hard loss I've had so far.
Rest in peace my little friend.
I got to work this morning to discover one of my ferals had been hit by a car during the night. One of my coworkers informed me that there was a cat on the side of the road in front of our building, and it turned out to be my favorite of my group. I don't think he suffered. From his positioning, it looked like he stuck his head out and got clipped.
He was a young tabby male, less than a year old, one of two kittens born next to my office last year. I haven't seen his sister in months, but he stayed. I called him Alfalfa, affectionately Nugget because of his stump of a tail. He was the friendliest of the colony, waiting for me to get to work each morning, showing me to his food bowl, even letting me stroke his head a couple times. He was even vocal with me, at first trying to meow with no sound and then finally meowing when he saw me.
I had been hoping to trap and find him a new home once it thawed around here but it wasn't to me. A coworker of mine helped me and picked him up into a bag, but he put him in the dumpster. I took him home with me instead and buried him in my backyard, under some stones.
I feel crazy and lost, to take a dead animal home with me, to cry over an animal who wasn't technically mine.
How do you all deal with losing one of your colony? I know it comes with the territory, but this is the first hard loss I've had so far.
Rest in peace my little friend.