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sorry I posted this in grooming/cat care but I felt maybe it belongs here.
I'm a horrible person and deserve to die because I lost my temper with my kitten and spanked her and threw her on the bed. I shook her slightly not in the air or anything just on the bed for a quick second and screamed. I have bpd and I've not been able to sleep because my kitten is acting up and ruining my things so I've been keeping on top of her. this time I was so tired and frustrated I lost it. I don't think I actually hurt her but I feel beyond horrible.
she now runs when I get near her and she's hiding under my bed. I don't know how to get her to forgive me I'm so upset
I'm getting help for my bpd so I won't ever lay a hand on her again. please somebody help me I want her to forgive me I'm so scared that I've permanently messed up our relationship
I'm a horrible person and deserve to die because I lost my temper with my kitten and spanked her and threw her on the bed. I shook her slightly not in the air or anything just on the bed for a quick second and screamed. I have bpd and I've not been able to sleep because my kitten is acting up and ruining my things so I've been keeping on top of her. this time I was so tired and frustrated I lost it. I don't think I actually hurt her but I feel beyond horrible.
she now runs when I get near her and she's hiding under my bed. I don't know how to get her to forgive me I'm so upset
I'm getting help for my bpd so I won't ever lay a hand on her again. please somebody help me I want her to forgive me I'm so scared that I've permanently messed up our relationship