add me to one of those people whining about their situation.... I'm sorry but I'm so frustrated, sad, disappointed, angry, etc.
Things have been horrid lately.
-my health sucks. My dr. is a moron, and too scared that I might "abuse his blessed narcotics" that he is under-prescribing them for me even though I've been on them over 2yrs, any medical professional knows people build up a tolerance, I've never tried to manipulate into getting more, never sold them, never bought them, never tried to fill a scrip before it was do, signed a contract, willing to do urine tests, etc.
I'm very bitter about this because I don't have to live in this misery...there are meds that will help ease my pain.
I've had flare ups, and increased pain issues both with my back and hands over the last month.... Just today i'm getting over a week of horrible weather induced 24hr/day flare ups.....
- anyone in chronic pain knows this one: me and hubby haven't been close lately (I don't want to be touched when I hurt), and I'm short with my kids
- Pax dying so suddenly
- Brandy going to be euthanised this weekend (this was expected, still doesn't make it easy)
- so called friends who only TAKE, have no idea how to give, and think everything revolves around them. I am soooooooo tired of giving. Why can't I take? Even just a little bit.
- funny thing is, even in emmense pain, I still manage to give a crap about other people...but apparantly that's worth nothing.
- Kizzy and all his health issues since I got him.... now has another one which apparantly is common in immune suppressed animals.... I need to get him healthy so I can get him sedated to get the leukemia/aids test done.
I just want one thing to go RIGHT for once....... one simple stupid thing.
- I feel trapped in my own house... My DH is away M-F for work, so I get to single parent 2 girls who tend to bicker when they are together constantly, not to mention 13yr old hormonal stuff.... I haven't been away since Sept. 2008.... but am trapped here by my hubby's job, my sick animals, and my pain.
- My PD, IBS, and depression having been acting up (that's really a given).
- i don't know what the point of this was/is and i'm sorry for wasting your time. I had to try something "positive" to relieve some pressure.....
I'm not Religious, I'd say spirtual, but not Religious.
Some one/thing is testing me right now, and I don't know why but I sure as heck HOPE I passed and they quit throwing this stuff at me.
Things have been horrid lately.
-my health sucks. My dr. is a moron, and too scared that I might "abuse his blessed narcotics" that he is under-prescribing them for me even though I've been on them over 2yrs, any medical professional knows people build up a tolerance, I've never tried to manipulate into getting more, never sold them, never bought them, never tried to fill a scrip before it was do, signed a contract, willing to do urine tests, etc.
I'm very bitter about this because I don't have to live in this misery...there are meds that will help ease my pain.
I've had flare ups, and increased pain issues both with my back and hands over the last month.... Just today i'm getting over a week of horrible weather induced 24hr/day flare ups.....
- anyone in chronic pain knows this one: me and hubby haven't been close lately (I don't want to be touched when I hurt), and I'm short with my kids
- Pax dying so suddenly
- Brandy going to be euthanised this weekend (this was expected, still doesn't make it easy)
- so called friends who only TAKE, have no idea how to give, and think everything revolves around them. I am soooooooo tired of giving. Why can't I take? Even just a little bit.
- funny thing is, even in emmense pain, I still manage to give a crap about other people...but apparantly that's worth nothing.
- Kizzy and all his health issues since I got him.... now has another one which apparantly is common in immune suppressed animals.... I need to get him healthy so I can get him sedated to get the leukemia/aids test done.
I just want one thing to go RIGHT for once....... one simple stupid thing.
- I feel trapped in my own house... My DH is away M-F for work, so I get to single parent 2 girls who tend to bicker when they are together constantly, not to mention 13yr old hormonal stuff.... I haven't been away since Sept. 2008.... but am trapped here by my hubby's job, my sick animals, and my pain.
- My PD, IBS, and depression having been acting up (that's really a given).
- i don't know what the point of this was/is and i'm sorry for wasting your time. I had to try something "positive" to relieve some pressure.....
I'm not Religious, I'd say spirtual, but not Religious.
Some one/thing is testing me right now, and I don't know why but I sure as heck HOPE I passed and they quit throwing this stuff at me.