I first joined in 2005 - 2006 then not even my first Cat or few that I've owned died, a Feral Cat I met@a couple's house where I house n Cat sat, also cleaned-they ended up giving their Deanna to me after calling and asking if I was still serious about taking Deanna and I couldn't believe my ears@the time -well in May of 2006, I fell in love with Deanna, we were inseparable! She came to meetings, in & out of stores to work, anywhere and everywhere possible...Things were a-ok, I was treating her CRF. Needless and so regretful, torn, in disbelief that she and I had one weekend totally alone with her and how fast she went downhill...I cried and cried because I knew it was that time!
I certainly never imagined this would OR could ever happen. By Sunday I called my Vet@home and by Monday morning I was being driven to my Vet Clinic for the absolute heart ripper outter, the most unwanted and my most promising words to my God above, if only she could be healed that I would never...Or I would do this no matter...I thought and believed she could be fixed or healed a long while yet, forever!
This was NOT right and why does my God give us such Wonderful creatures with such unconditional and true love and then take them away???
Etc etc and etc!!!
I had her in my arms in her warm fuzzy blanket with her very first stuffed animal from me (a bumble bee holding a heart, holding my heart!)
And she got put to sleep forever! I was convinced I was still taking her home and I was keeping her forever (in the freezer)! I Lost it!!!
My Vet and my Bestest Friend spent a good hour & 1/2 talking to me as I listened in one ear and out the other! I let them think I was ok with everything so that I honestly didnot get locked in the LoonBin! Cuz that's exactly where I needed or should have been put into!
We had to leave (no one else was there yet) my Vet is the Best in the World! Anyway, this is what I allowed to take me away from this Wonderful CAT SITE DOT COM! I've checked in and out but not often at all and then I left it altogether!
As of now I have rescued 4 more CATS, 3 are black as Deanna was and looked like. Their names are Dakota, Willow, and Lexi! And one is Orange and he was the first one I rescued on Christmas Day, his name is Prince.
I certainly never imagined this would OR could ever happen. By Sunday I called my Vet@home and by Monday morning I was being driven to my Vet Clinic for the absolute heart ripper outter, the most unwanted and my most promising words to my God above, if only she could be healed that I would never...Or I would do this no matter...I thought and believed she could be fixed or healed a long while yet, forever!
This was NOT right and why does my God give us such Wonderful creatures with such unconditional and true love and then take them away???
Etc etc and etc!!!
I had her in my arms in her warm fuzzy blanket with her very first stuffed animal from me (a bumble bee holding a heart, holding my heart!)
And she got put to sleep forever! I was convinced I was still taking her home and I was keeping her forever (in the freezer)! I Lost it!!!
My Vet and my Bestest Friend spent a good hour & 1/2 talking to me as I listened in one ear and out the other! I let them think I was ok with everything so that I honestly didnot get locked in the LoonBin! Cuz that's exactly where I needed or should have been put into!
We had to leave (no one else was there yet) my Vet is the Best in the World! Anyway, this is what I allowed to take me away from this Wonderful CAT SITE DOT COM! I've checked in and out but not often at all and then I left it altogether!
As of now I have rescued 4 more CATS, 3 are black as Deanna was and looked like. Their names are Dakota, Willow, and Lexi! And one is Orange and he was the first one I rescued on Christmas Day, his name is Prince.