well...my kitty died a little over a month ago, but I never posted anything for him because I just couldn't find the stength to
but I want to share something with you guys that happened about a week ago. well, I had been having some doubts..thinking I would *never* see him again, because I'm raised to believe animals don't have souls (but I don't really believe that now)
so every night I cried when no one could see or hear me. but one day, I got up early and was going to go outside like I always do. when my kitty was still around, he would go outside everyday with me, but everytime I went to the door, he would give this pathetic little mew and look up at me with a cute look no other cat could make like him. I don't know why, but he thought he had to beg to go outside
well, now I have a new kitten, and just a week ago, I got up early and was going to go outside. my kitten came to the door and did that EXACT same thing. and it was so much like Flagg that I just started crying without even thinking. so I let my kitty go outside with me. when we came back in, we sat on a chair..and flagg always had this weird way of nodding his head when you petted him. my kiten did that too!!
then -this is freaky- he went to the couch and fell asleep. the same place where flagg died. when my kitty woke up, he was back to normal tho. he's never done any of that before, and he's never done any of it since.
I know I was spending time with flagg that hour, and I know I'll see him again.
Sorry for this being so long, but I wanted to tell you guys, just in case you're having doubts on seeing your loved one again.
I might as well tell you about Flagg (weird name, I know! my dad named him after someone)
He was 7 years old. I had found him as a stray on my street. he is such a cutie! later I'll post a pic of him!
He died on May 18 at around 2 or so. I was at school when it happened. no one knows how he died.....the vet thinks it was a heart attack. he went in his sleep, so at least he didn't go in pain.
he used to sleep with me everynight, and be my "guard cat" he would warn me if he saw another cat or a racoon!
I gotta go now, but I'll put more later
so every night I cried when no one could see or hear me. but one day, I got up early and was going to go outside like I always do. when my kitty was still around, he would go outside everyday with me, but everytime I went to the door, he would give this pathetic little mew and look up at me with a cute look no other cat could make like him. I don't know why, but he thought he had to beg to go outside
then -this is freaky- he went to the couch and fell asleep. the same place where flagg died. when my kitty woke up, he was back to normal tho. he's never done any of that before, and he's never done any of it since.
I know I was spending time with flagg that hour, and I know I'll see him again.
Sorry for this being so long, but I wanted to tell you guys, just in case you're having doubts on seeing your loved one again.
I might as well tell you about Flagg (weird name, I know! my dad named him after someone)
He was 7 years old. I had found him as a stray on my street. he is such a cutie! later I'll post a pic of him!
He died on May 18 at around 2 or so. I was at school when it happened. no one knows how he died.....the vet thinks it was a heart attack. he went in his sleep, so at least he didn't go in pain.
he used to sleep with me everynight, and be my "guard cat" he would warn me if he saw another cat or a racoon!
I gotta go now, but I'll put more later