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So this is a question I have been meaning to ask for a long time but always felt too embarrassed to ask. I have a 10 month old kitten, I have her since she is 10 weeks old and I love her dearly. Shortly after getting her, I went trough a rough personal stage. In consequences I overly invested my self in my relationship with her. I payed her a lot of intention and played with her a LOT (like 3/4 hours a day). We connected a lot, she became very imported to me and I was everything to her: her best friend, her caring parent and her playmate. She grew up as a only kitten, I had wanted to adopt another kitten as playmate but my bf was firmly opposed to it and shortly after the landlord changed the rule to only 1 pet per apartment. Things between my bf and her deteriorated a LOT (due to him not accepting to stop petting her when she did not want too) and she barely tolerates him now (and the feeling is very much reciprocated). She is not a lap or pet cat but I know she loves me dearly. The problem is that I trained her to expect that level of attention from me. And it's starting to feel overwhelming, I have been trying to slow it down lately but it's not easy. I can feel that if I ignore her attempt to play soo much she gets anxious. For example yesterday I had a meeting at 7:30 in the morning so I left early without the usual play. Then I came back home late and went to take care of my bf who got a cold as soon as I had fed her. She started meowing a lot desperately in the apartment trying to get my attention. When I went to play with her I noticed her on my jacket (that I left on the couch oups), meowing and when she saw me she ran and hugged my legs (not biting just hugging) and would be desperate for me to notice her, she repeated that 5 times in the evening and all evening would check that I did not disapear. It's only after 2 hours of play that she calmed down. What should I do? I have been feeling very afraid of actually playing less with her by fear of her being miserable and by fear of losing her affection. She means so much to me (maybe too much) that I am afraid of losing her love, especially as things are so rocky in my life right now. I don't want to lose something more.
Anyway sorry about the long story. How would you proceed? How to reduce the number of hours of play without her being anxious or unhappy? (at least in the long run). Do you think she might love me less if I do it? How much do you play per day?
So this is a question I have been meaning to ask for a long time but always felt too embarrassed to ask. I have a 10 month old kitten, I have her since she is 10 weeks old and I love her dearly. Shortly after getting her, I went trough a rough personal stage. In consequences I overly invested my self in my relationship with her. I payed her a lot of intention and played with her a LOT (like 3/4 hours a day). We connected a lot, she became very imported to me and I was everything to her: her best friend, her caring parent and her playmate. She grew up as a only kitten, I had wanted to adopt another kitten as playmate but my bf was firmly opposed to it and shortly after the landlord changed the rule to only 1 pet per apartment. Things between my bf and her deteriorated a LOT (due to him not accepting to stop petting her when she did not want too) and she barely tolerates him now (and the feeling is very much reciprocated). She is not a lap or pet cat but I know she loves me dearly. The problem is that I trained her to expect that level of attention from me. And it's starting to feel overwhelming, I have been trying to slow it down lately but it's not easy. I can feel that if I ignore her attempt to play soo much she gets anxious. For example yesterday I had a meeting at 7:30 in the morning so I left early without the usual play. Then I came back home late and went to take care of my bf who got a cold as soon as I had fed her. She started meowing a lot desperately in the apartment trying to get my attention. When I went to play with her I noticed her on my jacket (that I left on the couch oups), meowing and when she saw me she ran and hugged my legs (not biting just hugging) and would be desperate for me to notice her, she repeated that 5 times in the evening and all evening would check that I did not disapear. It's only after 2 hours of play that she calmed down. What should I do? I have been feeling very afraid of actually playing less with her by fear of her being miserable and by fear of losing her affection. She means so much to me (maybe too much) that I am afraid of losing her love, especially as things are so rocky in my life right now. I don't want to lose something more.
Anyway sorry about the long story. How would you proceed? How to reduce the number of hours of play without her being anxious or unhappy? (at least in the long run). Do you think she might love me less if I do it? How much do you play per day?