I guess I should start explaining why on earth have I dropped out of the world so much lately.
I presume you already know on the depression I have.. or at least I am supposed to have.
It had slowly gotten very, very worse and bad to the point I wasn't sure if I would still be alive next week.
The symptoms got to the point of no return... I have started to have dizziness... being faint, blurred vision... and feeling on the verge of collapse. I am afraid I passed out already several times. Its almost like being drunk.
I have had my glucose tested and all the time I am below 80... in one case 60. This evening I almost passed out and had to take up something to eat, and got better although I was still feeling very, very bad. Last night I thought I was having a heart attack or something due to the palpitations. I am finding the pattern that if I eat something I get better but within half an hour I am already like fainting.
It would be a tad ironic if I ended up that I had a galopant hypoglicemia all along instead of depression... but many of the symptoms are alike... and that would explain why the ADs have only driven me over the edge. Or who knows, I may have both things... arrg. I will find out soon.
I am going tomorrow or tuesday to the doctor with luck. I guess I will most probably spend a while in the lab getting every darn blood test in the book... but I am feeling bad myself right now... dizzy.
Quite frankly I do not know what to do right now... its all so horrible and depressing.
Sorry for dissapearing for several days and now appearing only to complain and cry, but I am constantly lurking a bit around.
I presume you already know on the depression I have.. or at least I am supposed to have.
It had slowly gotten very, very worse and bad to the point I wasn't sure if I would still be alive next week.
The symptoms got to the point of no return... I have started to have dizziness... being faint, blurred vision... and feeling on the verge of collapse. I am afraid I passed out already several times. Its almost like being drunk.
I have had my glucose tested and all the time I am below 80... in one case 60. This evening I almost passed out and had to take up something to eat, and got better although I was still feeling very, very bad. Last night I thought I was having a heart attack or something due to the palpitations. I am finding the pattern that if I eat something I get better but within half an hour I am already like fainting.
It would be a tad ironic if I ended up that I had a galopant hypoglicemia all along instead of depression... but many of the symptoms are alike... and that would explain why the ADs have only driven me over the edge. Or who knows, I may have both things... arrg. I will find out soon.
I am going tomorrow or tuesday to the doctor with luck. I guess I will most probably spend a while in the lab getting every darn blood test in the book... but I am feeling bad myself right now... dizzy.
Quite frankly I do not know what to do right now... its all so horrible and depressing.
Sorry for dissapearing for several days and now appearing only to complain and cry, but I am constantly lurking a bit around.