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Loto was an absolute gorgeous tuxedo kitten. Most beautiful one I've ever seen. The mother is a stray and i took interest in her kittens. I found 1 of them lying and not moving. I took him to the vet. He treated him with antibiotics. And he got better and began eating and moving. I asked the vet if i should bring in his brother, Loto, for a check up and he said yes. I regret that horrible day to this day. It's been almost 2 years. You see, Loto was healthy. Very adorable and sweet and smart and playful. I took him in. Once out of the carrier her jumped and ran around the shop. He got afraid i suppose. There was a dog next room barking. The guy at the vet followed him and let's say he didn't handle him well. Loto was very scared. I immediately pulled him away. The vet gave him a shot. I don't know what it was. He also gave me pills (probably antibiotics) to give him over a 3 day period. Loto was never the same. He withdrew onto himself. Stopped eating. Stopped playing. I forced fed him the pills. He wouldn't take them. The vet gave me shots with a dark brownish fluid to help him. Said it would make him better. It didn't. Loto started vomiting every day. Slowly his coordination was off. He couldn't walk without falling. He developed blackness and saliva around his nose and mouth. I would find blood in his bed too. I don't know if it was FIV or it was stress from that day at the vet that killed him. I would carry him around . He couldn't jump or walk anymore. I found him one day after coming back from work lying with his chest heaving. I rushed him to the vet. This was like 8 days after the initial visit. The vet said he was technically dead and just going through involuntary body movements. He had the audacity to say that something must have bitten him. I took him to another vet. I was a crying mess. He said it was too late and probably had a kidney failure. I took him home and during the ride he must have passed away completely. I buried him in the garden...
I don't know what happened. I don't know why i didn't take him to another vet early on. I didn't know much about cats. This was my very first pet experience. I don't blame the vet. I just wish he told me he didn't know how to treat him instead of suggesting stuff and God knows what. After all he did treat his brother kitty well. I blame myself. Everyday. Loto was very healthy. I killed him. I will never stop blaming myself.
I don't know what happened. I don't know why i didn't take him to another vet early on. I didn't know much about cats. This was my very first pet experience. I don't blame the vet. I just wish he told me he didn't know how to treat him instead of suggesting stuff and God knows what. After all he did treat his brother kitty well. I blame myself. Everyday. Loto was very healthy. I killed him. I will never stop blaming myself.
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