What a way to start of my nite at work......Do to computer theft I am left with only my computer at work. so I get the joys of checking not only my email (3 addresses) but my Fiance's (3 also) well tonight I sign on to check his email and I find a weekly report for Emode Matchmaking in his email.
See about 3 months after he moved in with me he started placing ad's on discreet encouter sites. I found them and we had a hugh fight over them I ended up restricking his web access...THANKS AOL!!!
after a few months he cancelled all his "ads" and thing were great up until july of 2002 when I found out he was meeting up with girls while I was at work and he was home. I even talked to one of them. She proceeded to tell me that he was looking for more then just a friendly chat.
so that time I kicked him out of my house and told him to kiss my butt.....well that's just what he did he kissed my butt till I took him back.
things were just fine and dandy up until tonight. I am so angry
and upset
that I just don't know what to do. I printed out the dang email and then I called him concerning it. See I know he has been on Emode before but who hasn't? I call him and first thing out of my mouth is so find any good dates yet? his reation is huh what?
so I then tell him what I found. He atomaticly comes back with that he hasn't had computer access except for here at my work (like me) so I tell him about the computers he DID have access to Mine before it was stolen, and his sisters when he was living with her back in June and July and part of Aug.
He then starts telling me that I keep finding these things from his past.......UMMM EXCUSE ME BUT 6-8 MONTHS AGO IS NOT YOUR PAST!!!!! atleast not pre Relationship past!!!! then he yelled at me that yes he did sign up for it and started yelling other stuff but before I could understand it I hung up on him. He called me back and I answer the phone saying......."you just admitted to me that you place a matchmaking ad I am done." and then hung up. He called me back again and this time I answered it and just sat there silent. He then asked me if I was done hanging up on him and I told him depends. Then he started throwing the fact he doesn't have computer access now and he's not doing it and la la la then when i started to say something back to him he hung up on me. And I haven't heard from him since.
I am so tempted that when I get off and he picks me up to take me home to tell him he has 15 mins to pack his sh%t and get out of my house. To give me all the keys the keys to my truck that he drives the keys to my house and the keys to my storage unit. And to kiss my A$$!!!!
I have been with nothing but jerks my whole dating life well except for one but he smelled like rotten milk so I could date him much longer then the 2 months I did. See He and I have a great relationship except for these incedents. Other then the fact that he TRYS to cheat on me He treats me like gold......I know that's B.S. Funny thing is that every time he's TRIED to cheat on me I have caught him. By his own mistakes.
I just don't know what to do any more. I am tired of all this I love you but I am actually trying to find someone to F^*% behind you back. I want to call it quits but I don't. I love him so much and I know that if he doesn't live with me he gets to live on the streets. has no where else to stay. I just wish I could give my life to someone else and let them make all the decisions but only let me have my life when it's going good. Anyone out there want to do that?? just kidding. I know that the good lord only gives us what we can handle, and I can handle this I just might not ever date again....HMMMM might become a Nun!! the lord would like that. sad thing is that I am not Catholic. Anyway I am done crying on everyones shoulder and I am sorry for the rambling but I need to get this out some how and what better place then here.
I am so tempted that when I get off and he picks me up to take me home to tell him he has 15 mins to pack his sh%t and get out of my house. To give me all the keys the keys to my truck that he drives the keys to my house and the keys to my storage unit. And to kiss my A$$!!!!
I have been with nothing but jerks my whole dating life well except for one but he smelled like rotten milk so I could date him much longer then the 2 months I did. See He and I have a great relationship except for these incedents. Other then the fact that he TRYS to cheat on me He treats me like gold......I know that's B.S. Funny thing is that every time he's TRIED to cheat on me I have caught him. By his own mistakes.