It's been almost a year since I lost my baby girl Aria. Since her death, I've felt a heavy, void-like feeling. Like part of my soul is missing. I have good days and bad, but when it's bad, it's all consuming and I feel like I can't function without her around. I've had her since she was 2 months old, and we developed a bond very quickly. She was the runt of the litter, and thus was very small, (She stayed that way) she also went through some hard times, and because we had such similarities, we were always close, and she was ALWAYS on my lap. I remember, she used to jump up, place both her paws on either side of my neck and nuzzle me.She'd stay that way for hours, purring and drooling. I've never had a connection like that with any other animal, either before, or since, and I feel like something is missing.
Last night, when I was supposed to be sleeping, I was thinking about her, and came up with an idea that I hope will help with the pain. It might sound weird, but I thought to write her letters. I know she's a cat, not a human, but I'm tired of feeling like this, and at this point, I'm willing to try anything to try and feel better. So I wrote her one, then I got to wondering how and what you guys do to deal with the grief? I'm curious to find out.
Thanks for listening!
Last night, when I was supposed to be sleeping, I was thinking about her, and came up with an idea that I hope will help with the pain. It might sound weird, but I thought to write her letters. I know she's a cat, not a human, but I'm tired of feeling like this, and at this point, I'm willing to try anything to try and feel better. So I wrote her one, then I got to wondering how and what you guys do to deal with the grief? I'm curious to find out.
Thanks for listening!