My little scratcher Lola was hit by a van outside our home this afternoon. She was gone instantly. We are all devastated. It was her birthday tomorrow. My 3 year old can't understand. My 7 year old is struggling to deal with his emotions. And I am lost. She was my very first cat. I was her mumma. All my other pets have been my parents truly. I am heartbroken. I can't even believe it.