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After fighting a brave fight my little peanut has found his angel wings. He is the sweetest bravest cat I know. He was beautiful even in death. I hope he is now in peace. I left work early today to take him to the specialist one last time before taking him home. But peanut refused to be put through the stress and he left me. His passing away is one of the most difficult ones for me. I loved him so but I never could give him a good life. He didn't even burden me with making the tough decision and went off on his own terms at a place he knew and next to his mum. I buried him in the garden and brought Yaz to my place. I wish I could hold him one last time. He was eating well until yesterday. I didn't think he would leave me so soon. I had my place ready for him. Packed his stuff. I hope he is in a happy place now with angels to love him. My poor darling peanut. Life will never be the same without him. He gave me so much joy in his short time on earth. I hope I don't have to deal with this horrific disease again. Praying someone finds a cure or a vaccine. Sorry I'm rambling. Besides myself with grief.