First I'd like to say that I'm really glad you're away from that guy Cass! What a horrible thing to have to go through and it's so sad too, but what a great outcome! I'm really happy for you that you've found such a great guy! Thank God!!!
I can't think of anyone that I'd crawl back to that's for sure, although, I can't say that there weren't a couple that I wish I would've handled myself differently in the relationship. I was young and thought everything should go my way!
Ms. Snot for sure.
I think about my past behaviour and want to crawl up in a hole and hide!!
Nowadays, since I've met Philip, I can see that I've changed for the better (Thank God). We're definitely in love,
but we'll see how things go when we get to spend more time with each other. We're always laughing but then again, we've never seen each other other than visits! He lives in Arizona while I reside in Fla.
It was really bad before I met him. I just sat at home after the gym and work. I did get asked out, but I never accepted.
I rarely trusted men only because I felt like some kind of piece of meat. No one really seemed to like me for me. :confused3::indiffere: I guess it's because I train hard, my body is in good condition and I modeled for years. I had always ran into problems. Some of them perhaps in my own mind...the pressure to look good and then having to deal with the ramifications of it. I know it sounds conceited, trust me, I am far from it. I loathe that!
Honestly, I have found in my job is where I get the most respect - being a finish carpenter. I also do personal training on the side. So...I do find that guys look at me in a different light when I'm at my carpentry job. Only now and then do I get "gee, you look so great in that tool belt....:homer: Doh!!! :laughing:
However, due to the heat in Fla and being a bodybuilder, my wardrobe is skimpy at the gym and that's where I'm at after 4:00 pm... oh well, one day things will change I hope and I do pray that Philip's :angel2: the guy, he's a bodybuilder too. He won the USA in 95 so he understands how it is with all the things that we go through and how we look at ourselves, it's not like what most people think, but then again, there are those few that give the sport a bad name. He's sooooooo nice and not only that...what a fox!!! :laughing:
Here's a small pic...it's not the best, but I have others that are kind big and would take up too much space on the thread
Thanks for listening :angel2:
Love &,
I can't think of anyone that I'd crawl back to that's for sure, although, I can't say that there weren't a couple that I wish I would've handled myself differently in the relationship. I was young and thought everything should go my way!
Nowadays, since I've met Philip, I can see that I've changed for the better (Thank God). We're definitely in love,
It was really bad before I met him. I just sat at home after the gym and work. I did get asked out, but I never accepted.
Honestly, I have found in my job is where I get the most respect - being a finish carpenter. I also do personal training on the side. So...I do find that guys look at me in a different light when I'm at my carpentry job. Only now and then do I get "gee, you look so great in that tool belt....:homer: Doh!!! :laughing:
However, due to the heat in Fla and being a bodybuilder, my wardrobe is skimpy at the gym and that's where I'm at after 4:00 pm... oh well, one day things will change I hope and I do pray that Philip's :angel2: the guy, he's a bodybuilder too. He won the USA in 95 so he understands how it is with all the things that we go through and how we look at ourselves, it's not like what most people think, but then again, there are those few that give the sport a bad name. He's sooooooo nice and not only that...what a fox!!! :laughing:
Here's a small pic...it's not the best, but I have others that are kind big and would take up too much space on the thread
Thanks for listening :angel2:
Love &,