Today is 2 months since Billy JR was put to sleep. I went to his little grave today and put some purple flowers next to his head stone. For some reason I always thought that this was his favorite color heheh.
I miss him so much, the hole in my heart gets bigger with everyday that passes by without him. I look at his pictures and it is so hard to remember all the good times when all I can think about is the last 2 weeks that he suffered when he was sick. They are burned inside my head and I hate it!
I never imagined it to be so hard!!!
i just miss him so much and my chest thightens whenever I think of him.
RIP my sweet boy....mommy loves you so much!
I miss him so much, the hole in my heart gets bigger with everyday that passes by without him. I look at his pictures and it is so hard to remember all the good times when all I can think about is the last 2 weeks that he suffered when he was sick. They are burned inside my head and I hate it!
I never imagined it to be so hard!!!
i just miss him so much and my chest thightens whenever I think of him.
RIP my sweet boy....mommy loves you so much!