Not cat related.
I'll share the history.... Several years ago I found a house that I fell in love with but was unable to purchase (bad credit) at the time.
A few month ago I came across this same house and found out it was up for sale again. I am not sure my credit will allow me to get it AGAIN. I spent two years working on my credit to build it up, pay off bills and get myself out of debt. This time last year it all messed up again (by reasons out of my control) and I am stuck in debt again. I HAD to go see this house again and did this past weekend. It was drawing me in.
I still love it. I has consumed my thoughts constantly day and night. I imagine how I will decorate it, paint it and just living there. I want this house so bad it hurts to imagine it slipping through my fingers again. I talked to the present owner about my situation and he don't want to finance or rent to own (he was burned by someone else before) and I understand. I am not talking about this much because I don't want to jinx it but I felt the need to share this here.
I don't know how many of you pray, but all I can ask is that those of you who do please pray that if this is meant to be that it will happen. I don't know how but I do know that if I am meant to have this house there is only one that can make it happen.
Thanks for reading.
I'll share the history.... Several years ago I found a house that I fell in love with but was unable to purchase (bad credit) at the time.
A few month ago I came across this same house and found out it was up for sale again. I am not sure my credit will allow me to get it AGAIN. I spent two years working on my credit to build it up, pay off bills and get myself out of debt. This time last year it all messed up again (by reasons out of my control) and I am stuck in debt again. I HAD to go see this house again and did this past weekend. It was drawing me in.
I still love it. I has consumed my thoughts constantly day and night. I imagine how I will decorate it, paint it and just living there. I want this house so bad it hurts to imagine it slipping through my fingers again. I talked to the present owner about my situation and he don't want to finance or rent to own (he was burned by someone else before) and I understand. I am not talking about this much because I don't want to jinx it but I felt the need to share this here.
I don't know how many of you pray, but all I can ask is that those of you who do please pray that if this is meant to be that it will happen. I don't know how but I do know that if I am meant to have this house there is only one that can make it happen.
Thanks for reading.