When I lost my baby girl Eva part of me died with her.
I love Mia with all my heart. I worry about losing her and do my best to keep her safe. Anyone that I caught hurting her had best put their affairs in order before doing so because I would go completely postal. She sleeps in my bed every night and follows me around the house during the day. she makes me laugh and I see love and trust in her eyes. I adore her. But when I look at her I see a cat. I see a pet I adore.
When I looked at Eva I saw something more looking back. Something that didn't just trust me and love me like Mia does, but understood me. Mia comes to me when she wants attention. Eva came when I needed it. I talk to Mia in the same way I talked to Eva. Mia listens. Eva answered. Perhaps only in my heart or mind, but I will maintain until my dying day that that little brown cat was there in the lowest point of my life and brought me out of it.
I love my little Mia, but I am convinced that everyone has 1 cat in their life they will bond with and when that bond is inevitably broken it takes part of them with it. I used to think that was ridiculous. I know better now.
Eva, my darling little girl. I loved and love you so very much, and even after three years you are in my thoughts every day. I am so sorry your little life was cut short so young. I write in this forum to help others and always imagine they feel the way I did when you died. I was broken. I have healed Eva, and you would be proud of me. We have Loki and Mia and I know you would adore them like you adored everything. We have a good life. I just wish you were here to share it.
You were my once in a lifetime cat Eva, and you will always be in my heart. i just wanted you to know that.
Here's her tribute video. Please watch it for me. I'd like other people to see how much I loved her
https://animoto.com/play/OoFEd4Ca5mEHoigBK0829w
I love Mia with all my heart. I worry about losing her and do my best to keep her safe. Anyone that I caught hurting her had best put their affairs in order before doing so because I would go completely postal. She sleeps in my bed every night and follows me around the house during the day. she makes me laugh and I see love and trust in her eyes. I adore her. But when I look at her I see a cat. I see a pet I adore.
When I looked at Eva I saw something more looking back. Something that didn't just trust me and love me like Mia does, but understood me. Mia comes to me when she wants attention. Eva came when I needed it. I talk to Mia in the same way I talked to Eva. Mia listens. Eva answered. Perhaps only in my heart or mind, but I will maintain until my dying day that that little brown cat was there in the lowest point of my life and brought me out of it.
I love my little Mia, but I am convinced that everyone has 1 cat in their life they will bond with and when that bond is inevitably broken it takes part of them with it. I used to think that was ridiculous. I know better now.
Eva, my darling little girl. I loved and love you so very much, and even after three years you are in my thoughts every day. I am so sorry your little life was cut short so young. I write in this forum to help others and always imagine they feel the way I did when you died. I was broken. I have healed Eva, and you would be proud of me. We have Loki and Mia and I know you would adore them like you adored everything. We have a good life. I just wish you were here to share it.
You were my once in a lifetime cat Eva, and you will always be in my heart. i just wanted you to know that.
Here's her tribute video. Please watch it for me. I'd like other people to see how much I loved her
https://animoto.com/play/OoFEd4Ca5mEHoigBK0829w