It seems the older the get the more anti social I'm becoming.
I'll be thirty in January and I'm single. I don't go out. My friends ask me to go out, but I always come up with an excuse not to go, or I go and leave early.
Last weekend I was visiting my best friend in Georgetown. She had a baseball tournement all day Saturday and when she came back she brought her team over for a little party.
I don't really know the people on her team. I'd met a couple from previous visits, but as I was sitting there, I realized I had nothing really to say to these people. I ended up going to bed with a "headache" where I talked on my cell phone with a friend of mine for 45 mins before going to sleep.
I think back on incidents like this one and I don't understand what is the matter. I don't think Jen's baseball team were bad people or mean in anyway, or wouldn't accept me. I just feel anti social.
I'm afraid if I keep this up I'll become agoraphobic and will die alone.
I'll be thirty in January and I'm single. I don't go out. My friends ask me to go out, but I always come up with an excuse not to go, or I go and leave early.
Last weekend I was visiting my best friend in Georgetown. She had a baseball tournement all day Saturday and when she came back she brought her team over for a little party.
I don't really know the people on her team. I'd met a couple from previous visits, but as I was sitting there, I realized I had nothing really to say to these people. I ended up going to bed with a "headache" where I talked on my cell phone with a friend of mine for 45 mins before going to sleep.
I think back on incidents like this one and I don't understand what is the matter. I don't think Jen's baseball team were bad people or mean in anyway, or wouldn't accept me. I just feel anti social.
I'm afraid if I keep this up I'll become agoraphobic and will die alone.