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Well last Friday was 6 months since Jasmine got killed. And for a while i was ok, but i've just got another big wave of missing her. Yesterday Tristans mum gave me a box i think from the vet. It's flat and square, it has paw/fish/round shaped holes and a jingly toy in it, so you're meant to lay it on the ground and kitty can stick his/her paw in the various holes and play. As soon as Charlie heard the toy he didn't like it. And mum and i were both thinking that Jazzy would have loved it and possibly ripped it to shreds.
Don't get me wrong, i love Charlie. He's still a kitten in a way, he's cute and crazy and loving. But we had Jazzy for such a short time and she was so outgoing and crazy and always full of energy, she did the cutest things and i miss that. She used to tear into the Christmas tree and pull decorations off. She would flip under the couch onto her back and get this wild look in her eyes, and no matter how much she was clawing and chewing away, she'd stop as soon as you tickle her tummy and she wouldn't bite.
She was the first ever calico we'd ever had, she had the most beautiful meow, which i'm starting to forget now, and the brightest beautiful eyes. I can't stop thinking that she was staring at me the whole time while she was dying, i don't even know when it actually happened but i held her for over an hour on the couch.
I'm missing her alot, we came here 16 months ago with two cats and now we leave with one. We don't even know if we'll ever get another now that Charlie is indoor and he is scared of alot of things.
I just wondered for those who recently lost a beloved kitty, how you are coping.
Don't get me wrong, i love Charlie. He's still a kitten in a way, he's cute and crazy and loving. But we had Jazzy for such a short time and she was so outgoing and crazy and always full of energy, she did the cutest things and i miss that. She used to tear into the Christmas tree and pull decorations off. She would flip under the couch onto her back and get this wild look in her eyes, and no matter how much she was clawing and chewing away, she'd stop as soon as you tickle her tummy and she wouldn't bite.
She was the first ever calico we'd ever had, she had the most beautiful meow, which i'm starting to forget now, and the brightest beautiful eyes. I can't stop thinking that she was staring at me the whole time while she was dying, i don't even know when it actually happened but i held her for over an hour on the couch.
I'm missing her alot, we came here 16 months ago with two cats and now we leave with one. We don't even know if we'll ever get another now that Charlie is indoor and he is scared of alot of things.
I just wondered for those who recently lost a beloved kitty, how you are coping.