I am starting to realize that I have to face the truth. That I have taken on too many cats. I have about 20. They are all cared for. My partner works full time and I am home full time with them. However I still feel they don’t get the love and care they individually deserve. It’s just not possible. This is a huge conflict and started a few years ago. We have no children and I think I took so many in to fill a void. this is my truth and it’s very hard to say. I am scared to rehome any of them in fear something goes wrong. They are not in any danger however i feel that mentally it is taking a toll on me to care for so many cats. It is a lot of work. Much more than I ever could have anticipated. With so many cats it is so hard to truly keep the house tidy for very long. I want to go back to work and don’t feel that I can with so many on my hands. The hardest part is choosing what ones to part with as I love them all. There are absolutely some I am more bonded with than others. They are all beautiful and most of them are 3 and under. Many are well sought after breeds like Siamese. Please help me find the best solution for the well being of myself and my cats. I’m afraid of people who might not keep the commitment and I’m also afraid of people who use them for bait. I would feel awful just taking them to a shelter. I’ve even thought about getting a catio and having some of them live in there most of the time but not sure if that is even right to do. I am willing to part with many of them in order to get my house back in order but I just want to make sure I go about it the best possible way. Thank you for reading.