15 years is a long time, I'm sure you and Whisky have spent many happy days together. I'm sorry for your loss, I can't imagine how much you're missing him and Oliver right now.
Got his ashes, fur clipping, paw imprint and other things a few days ago. I thought I would lose it but I didn't...I guess I am really content on the decision I made. I did shed a few tears, but it wasn't like I started bawling.
I am so glad that I made peace with the decision. It has been so much easier. Although, I really do miss seeing and touching him...
I'm in the process of making him a website.
Thank you all for your well wishes. They are appreciated!