Hi, I am brand new to this forum. I have 2 feral cats in my home and am at my wits end about how to care for them. I had never been a cat person but three years ago, I rescued a kitten thrown out on the highway who was feral. I love her dearly and she still will bite and scratch me everyday but she has no fear of me coming up to me at will. I went on to rescue an abandoned kitten who is a sweetheart so when 2 little kittens lost their mother last Winter, I could not bear to let them starve so I took them in. I was told by others that, they would help me find them a home but now over a year later, they are still with me. I have tried everything to have some type of relationship to no avail. They will only let me touch them at food time and appear to want nothing to do with me. They have caused damage and are wild. They do get along with my other 2 cats and like the dogs. I am sure I am at fault here, something I could have done differently but I do not want to just let these cats out to starve or die an agonizing death but I cannot live with them like this. I even thought putting them down today and cried about it. I know people will think I am awful for that but I really do not know what to do. They have always been treated with kindness and never known hunger or cold since coming into my house. Can anybody give me advice.