I've done this a handful of times before but each time it rips my guts out.
As a fosterer you take either scared young- old cats and socialize them or you take very young kittens who are all easy to socialize. Either way your job is to make sure they are healthy and love them fully- no holding back on the adoration. You might go in trying to hold back but that falters or at least it does for me.
So it's going to be hard tomorrow giving 2 of them back. They don't know their life is going to be different tomorrow night, they expect the same daily routine that ends with them being in bed (all four of them) with my husband and I and waking up splayed against us or cradled in our arms faces touching.
They will go to bed in a cage together and wake up together and after a week or so they will be allowed out to meet the other shelter residents and play and run as much as they want. Our shelter is like Disney for cats, so much to do, such good times. I know this and still it makes me cry everytime I send them there.
I think it's guilt. I gave them the impression that this was life forever but it cannot be otherwise I'd have a house of 30 cats
As a fosterer you take either scared young- old cats and socialize them or you take very young kittens who are all easy to socialize. Either way your job is to make sure they are healthy and love them fully- no holding back on the adoration. You might go in trying to hold back but that falters or at least it does for me.
So it's going to be hard tomorrow giving 2 of them back. They don't know their life is going to be different tomorrow night, they expect the same daily routine that ends with them being in bed (all four of them) with my husband and I and waking up splayed against us or cradled in our arms faces touching.
They will go to bed in a cage together and wake up together and after a week or so they will be allowed out to meet the other shelter residents and play and run as much as they want. Our shelter is like Disney for cats, so much to do, such good times. I know this and still it makes me cry everytime I send them there.
I think it's guilt. I gave them the impression that this was life forever but it cannot be otherwise I'd have a house of 30 cats