I'm fairly new to new to the Kitty CKD world and am struggling with giving SubQs. I am supposed to do it every week since The middle of June but I've only done it 3 times. At first I used the supplies given to me, to my surprise it went sooooo well! Happy didn't even react. Then there was a slight delay waiting for supplies I ordered online since its hard to get to my vet without a car. I try to limit the Vet visits for testing. I try to order everything online. Anyways, the 2nd time was a disaster, I couldn't see the fluid dripping and didn't yet know about turning the bag upside down and squeezing the fluid back in the bag. I couldn't tell if the fluid was going in also Happy was not responding the same as last time, he seemed so uncomfortable. I was afraid I was doing it wrong, or that I set up the line wrong. The needle came out and he threw up so I decided to wait to do it again. I checked and the fluid was going to the needle. That night I found out about flipping the bag and squeezing the the drip thingy. A few days later I tried again and he was so uncomfortable and kept trying to get away. I couldn't see the bag very well and gave him 150 instead of 100. He threw up again and was really upset. His front leg got really fat and his tummy hurt to the touch. He felt hot to me and seemed lie he didn't feel well and was not himself. It took a couple of days for his front leg to get back to normal and it took several days for him to get back to normal. Ever since then I've been really nervous and keep avoiding giving his fluids. I know how important it is so today I rewatched the videos I watched the first time and took notes. I noticed some things I didn't the first time. In the Video one woman said that it was normal for the fluids to sometimes make the front leg fat and that was why she gives the fluids in the flank. That way it just stays down by the tummy. She gave examples on her different cats so you could seed their different reactions. Two of her cats were not happy about the poke, but the other two didn't even notice it. She also mentioned what to do when the chamber is too full. Those things did not catch my attention when I watched them the first time. It made me feel so much better to know that I probably wasn't doing anything wrong. I felt so guilty that I was harming him. Today I also Googled is it normal for a cat to throw up after SubQs. I found the question on this site and found out that it can happen with Normosol, which what Happy gets. I feel WAY better about giving him his fluids tonight. I just needed the same confidence I had the first time. I think Happy might react differently each time and he will also respond to how I am feeling. Happy and I are very very very close...attached at the hip. two years ago, he lost an eye and has his hearing and he still knows exactly what I am feeling, because we are so connected and close. We have been ever since I got him as a kitten 17 years ago. He has a way of looking at me, knowingly, with his one eye, like he knows exactly what I'm up to, what I am thinking, and how I am feeling. He is such a sweetie, so loyal, and my biggest fan, so I going to try to relax and be confident tonight when I do it again. Thanks to the gal who asked the question and the the one who answered it.