I posted an update about a new kitty I adopted,here. I noticed it is off topic, so I am moving it here, moderators, feel free to move or lock my previous post. I'm just gonna re-post what happened to my new baby:
...I'm just depressed, I brought her to the vet yesterday, and she passed away right there in the clinic, the doctor is Oscar's vet so I know she is really good, she said it's FKS, because there was nothing wrong with her organs.
I honestly don't comprehend why she'd die without any disease, probably that's why it's called "fading", the vet said she possibly didn't get enough milk or vital nutrients and enzymes from her mother cat.
She passed away beside me and the vet, I looked at her, and I was the last person she saw.
I just don't know how to take it, I did my best to save her...
...I found her on a street while I was walking on my way to a store last week, it was a stormy noon, I thought she'd live longer.
On her first night, I kept talking to her while she's on the bed I made for her, I keep telling her not to give up because I won't give her up.
I treat all the cats I had like my own kid, I'm just terribly depressed. I hope she meets with my old old kitty Sasha, she's my eldest baby, she passed away at age 18, of old age, in her sleep.
And it's so nice of Oscar to notice that something is wrong, I woke up surrounded with well, torn paper shreds and cat toys, Oscar placed them around me to cheer me up, he's never done that before.