Could I get a little help/support from everyone here. I have a major depression/anxiety problem. I adopted my cat in May from the Humane Socitey, Pickles her name is. She is my little baby. I dont have kids of my own, but my boyfriend has 2 from a previous marriage. They are 12 and 14 y/o. We dont plan on having kids. Anyways....i have these 'outbursts' all the time at work because I'm worried that Pickles is alone here and she misses us so much. I feel so bad that i start crying at work!!!!! Ive been from doctor and doctor and been trying different meds. This all started because i was hooked on 96 pills of epedrine A DAY!!!! Ive been clean for 2 whole months. So, thats when the anxiety started getting WORSE! Although i am lucky to be alive, i still have my major mood up's and down's. It sucks majorly. So, could some one tell me what or how cats think. Or if you have any sites that explain it so i can know my Pickles is alright while i'm at work. I keep telling myself that if i dont work, then she wont have food, all her 24 mice she has to play with (toys that is, tons of other toys, and everything else you can think of that cat has) She is sooo spoiled. I love her though, and the way she 'talks' back to me allllll the time. Shes so attached and i am as well. I hope you guys dont think im to wierd for writing this and asking your advice, but im sure it will help me. Thank you for listening and being there.