I don't know, if this is the right place. I lost my beloved cat Samson last night. He had Cancer in his Bone Marrow he went so fast. I will always miss him and love him.
I'm so very sorry for the loss of Samson, I know what a blow it can be to the heart and soul. Just try to remember that your baby would never want you to be so sad and for you to dwell on his passing, but to cherish the memories you two made and honor his memory by keeping him in your heart. Only time will help to lessen the hurt, and one day the tears will turn to smiles. It hurts so bad because we love so much. I'll keep you in my thoughts and prayers..... RIP beautiful Samson!