This morning was a really hard morning, Sadie passed away through the night. The hardest part about losing her is that I never had a chance to say goodbye to her, I could not be there for her final moments. The strangest thing is that I actually had a good nights sleep, I never sleep well.....
Last night I held her and had my last moments, but I knew somehow that she would not be around much longer. I had her scheduled to be put down on the weekend. I wanted to see her close her eyes, to give her one last rub on her belly, to tell her that I would miss my beautiful girl. To tell her that I did everything that I could for her....
We buried her in on my father inlaw's property. In fact I just came back from there. I was not able to give her a proper burial as the ground here is frozen solid, but did manage to give her a peaceful spot. She is laying under an evergreen tree, next to a pond, looking at the rocky mountains. It will be nice to go and visit with her and know that she is resting in a safe place. She was my first pet, but not my last. I am not sure how to deal with closure, I just can't get the image of her out of my head, how I found her this am. But if I could place her in the deepest part of my heart, I know she is with my always.
Sadie - mommy will miss you so much!
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Last night I held her and had my last moments, but I knew somehow that she would not be around much longer. I had her scheduled to be put down on the weekend. I wanted to see her close her eyes, to give her one last rub on her belly, to tell her that I would miss my beautiful girl. To tell her that I did everything that I could for her....
We buried her in on my father inlaw's property. In fact I just came back from there. I was not able to give her a proper burial as the ground here is frozen solid, but did manage to give her a peaceful spot. She is laying under an evergreen tree, next to a pond, looking at the rocky mountains. It will be nice to go and visit with her and know that she is resting in a safe place. She was my first pet, but not my last. I am not sure how to deal with closure, I just can't get the image of her out of my head, how I found her this am. But if I could place her in the deepest part of my heart, I know she is with my always.
Sadie - mommy will miss you so much!
Thanks for reading....