i posted here a while ago (in sep) because i was angry at my dad for him kicking the cat outside after we moved. you guys suggested that i bring her to a shelter or i take extremely good care of her while she was outside. well i did take good care of her. i fed her everyday. but today something terrible happened to me. she was missing for weeks and i thought she ran away but i went out to look for her one last time and this time i found her. she was lying under the deck...she was dead.
it looked as if she'd been there a while. i am terribly sad. it breaks my heart. i blame myself for not bringing her to a shelter like you said. i also take responsibility for not pleading with my dad more to take her back in. i only pleaded once. and its also my fault because my mom who doesn't live with us offered to take her but i didn't want her to leave us. my dad said she was hit by a car and made her way back to the deck. i really hope she didn't suffer. i make a big deal about this because when you don't have many real friends, it's nice to rely on a companion who will give you unconditional love and thats why i loved this cat so much. it's angered me all this time that she was outside...i can't blame my dad though.. he didn't know this was going to happen. im really going to miss her
i hope no one is angry at me...
i tried my best to take care of her
RIP ROXY
Nov 2003 - Dec 2004
i hope no one is angry at me...
i tried my best to take care of her
RIP ROXY
Nov 2003 - Dec 2004