Well I start hearing all this banging outside and I think, maybe he's throwing stuff at his shed again. But then I got nervous and threw on some jeans. (I was in the process of getting out of my work clothes at that point.)
I quickly opened my door and what did I see? My neighbor who is not in the best of health (a slightly older gentleman, with a pacemaker) standing between his teenage daughter and a few teenage boys. (dressed like hoodlums....the kids that hit my house with a rock about 2 months ago) My neighbor is hollering something past the boys at some other kids I can't see. Something about who was involved and something about do they think he doesn't have eyes. He stumbled as he turned to walk back to his house. Parked next to his house is a work truck one of the teenage boy's Grandfather drives home from work. It's got signs on it that tell you it contains highly flammable fluids.
My study, where I am now, is right on the road. A few times now I've heard people running by. I'm not sure if it has anything to do with that. I've got the house light on. (I'm alone except for the kitties) My phone is next to me and has been in my pocket when I've gotten up.
I'm just so frustrated. I've always known there are drug problems and just lower class people in general too around here. But I've never had the problems or seen the things like lately. I lived here alone during DH's deployments without any fear or any problems. DH and I want to wait another 2-2.5 years before buying a house. Right now is not the time I know that. We technically own our trailer, just not the lot. I just don't know what to do. I want out. I want a nice quiet neighborhood and more space, etc.
I was already super stressed from work. This is just....I'm just so done right now. I mean my patience, emotions, nerves, etc....are just spent. Spent on work, spent on this neighborhood. I'm sorry I'm rambling but no one I've tried to talk to lately seems to understand. This is so crappy.