So I was looking forward to maybe entering or going to watch a cat show for the first time on May 9th.....but I have to work and there is no way to get it off since one of my co-workers is going on pregnant leave and we will already be understaffed
. Im really bummed because I have no idea when another show in my area will arrive. And also this coming sunday our barn is going to a horse show and i have to work because i didnt find out enoug in advance about teh show to actually take the day off, since i am only working 4 hours.... I know i need to work as much as i can, but it would be nice, in my crazy life to get to do something for fun.... Its just annoying how all the otehr girls i ride with dont have jobs and their parents prefer them to not work while in school, heck i am taking 19 units right now and my parents (mostly my dad) forces me to work, since i was 16, i feel like I can never have a good time, or do anything fun, i mean i am only 19!! Sorry for my rant, it is just really frustrating sometimes, i feel like I cant "live" life like how my friends can....And what makes it worse, is when i work my butt off at school and work and make time to go take care of my horses everyday and I never get "praise" from my parents, its like i cant do anything to make them be proud of me, i mean i guess i could be like my brother who doesnt go to class, has failed i dont know how many classes, has gotten in trouble with the law like stuff that would have been felony, he got a DUI and all he does is get drunk all night and play video games and doesnt have a job....... :::Sigh::: Im really sorry, im complaining again.......this was supposed to be about the catr show and look where it got me?? lol